I am beyond motivated.

As of now, I have one main goal: TO PASS THE UPCAT. Pass or HANG (literally), because my future depends on it.

I realized that I want to go to UP Diliman more than anything. Of course, I would want to pass the ACET and the DLSU-CET too, but my first priority is to get into UP Dili.

I've been reviewing like crazy, trying to remember all the things I have studied three-four years ago. I've never been this determined, and I realized that I HAVE to pass. I would not know what to do if I don't pass.

I've also been trying to balance my school work and review sessions, plus looking at the dictionary once in awhile to discern more unfamiliar words that have a 50% probability of appearing in the UPCAT.

Next week, I'm going to review my Chemistry and all the conversions. I know I can do it. I have to do it. UP is the golden ticket to greener pastures, and I'm competing with 69,000 other people.

What are the odds? No idea.

Lord, please hear my prayers. I'm already going through a lot, in terms of school and the people in it. This is the one thing I ask: help me pass the UPCAT. It's what my heart desires, and I'm also doing my part.

If I do pass the UPCAT or the ACET, I'm going to work dilligently and spend at least one year here. My papers would have been fixed by then, and my dad's citizenship would be transferred unto me. And after one year, I'm off to another country-- for good.

How awesome is that? A fresh start in a place where NO ONE knows me. Finally, a second chance. I'm also preparing for the SAT so I can secure a slot in one of the universities there.

So looking forward to it, and praying HARD for it.

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