I had my tutorials today and I was able to study Trigonometry.

I really love Trigo, and I enjoyed answering the problems provided. I did it in a matter of minutes, and got most of the questions. Some of my mistakes were because of my carelessness. Like, I know the answer is C but I would accidentally shade A. Something like that. I should avoid being careless, because I cannot risk anything during the CET.

Tomorrow, I'm going to study Geometry. HELP! I'm really bad with shapes and circles. And finding the area of the shaded region, stuff like that. I hope that I will be able to answer CORRECTLY majority of the items in the CET.

I really want to study in UP Dili, more than anything. Ugh, greener pastures. As of now, I'm still in the 'wilderness'. I need hope, and most probably a miracle.

School has been drastic lately. I'm doing fine in all my subjects, but I'm having a hard time with maintaining relationships. I just feel sad most of the time. I don't feel like talking to anyone, and my desperate attempts on being bubbly wears me out.

I wish I could move out already. I'm sure my batch mates would love that too. I know they hate me, and the feeling's mutual. Given the chance, I would've moved to another school. But I'm already a senior, and it's too late. I only go to school for education.

It's difficult for me every day. Each morning, I struggle. 80% of me longs for resignation, but why give my school mates the satisfaction? So I go to school and watch the time go by, which moves really SLOWLY.

Eight months to go.. Seems like forever.

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