I am done relying on people.

Why depend on others when you can get things done yourself? Or why put your trust in friendships when people will change and who knows, maybe turn their backs on you?

Burning bridges, back to where I started. I guess it's so much better to distance myself, rather than cling unto people who I'm afraid to lose. What's the point if people eventually get tired of the familiarity?

Why trust those who you think you're close to, when they will eventually do something to hurt you?

Numbness is all I ever wanted, and it makes life so much easier. I'm not afraid to eat alone now, or walk along the halls ALONE. I have to depend on myself and get used to getting everything done without any companions. At least you can get things done faster.

I feel numb, and heartless. Or maybe I just don't care anymore. I have better things to do, like pass the UPCAT, ACET, DLSU-CET, SAT, etc. I plan to work really hard and spend a year in hopefully Ateneo or UP Diliman, then I'm off to America for the universities they have to offer.

Nothing is more pleasant than a FRESH start. And I am looking forward to that. I'm done with all the labeling and gossiping and betrayals life has to offer. I actually don't understand why people can be so freakin shallow. Why do they even gang up on others, and single out the underdogs of this world?

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