Bad day.

Today's probably one of my worst days. I got low in my Physics quiz, failed in my French exam, got stuck in a REALLY bad seat, and still friendless. So what's new.

I'm not in the mood to write anything inspirational or positive. It's hard when your friends are all in another section, and sometimes you can't help but lose connection between them. I don't know who to trust anymore, and I can't help but feel terrible.

I know that some of them don't like me as much and sometimes I FEEL that they have the tendency to talk behind my back, not include me in their fun, etc. I feel out of place, and sometimes sad. It's as if they've forgotten the many months we shared together last school year. People are often forgetful.

Me being put in another section has been a challenge, and I've been observing my friends. I was hoping to see who really are my true friends, but I don't think I have anyone left. I can't believe I called them 'friends' to begin with. I was so naive, easily trusting in others, and in the end I always get stabbed in the back But I've learned my lesson. I know better now.

I'm starting to choose my friends WISELY. It gets harder and harder everyday. I only have one best friend as of now, but too bad he goes to a different school.

7 months to go.. And counting.

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