I went shopping earlier. I bought a new sweater with a matching plaid scarf. I'm hoping to buy a Sidekick Orchid LX or a white iPhone.

I also went to church in Glendora. Honestly, I felt really out of place. The kids my age seem older, and they know each other well so I don't know how to assert myself.

My 2nd night in LA. I was hoping for some improvement, but apparently I'm still homesick. I can't seem to interact properly, because I feel really obscure and lonely. I want to go home. I don't know anyone, and I am not enjoying myself.

I indulged myself in comfort food. I had a pint of Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream. I also had a few pieces of chocolate Truffles and washed it down with a glass of Vanilla Almond milk. So far, it has not helped. I miss my friends back home, Joaquin most especially. I am hoping to gain 10 pounds though.

I emailed Liza earlier, and I told her how homesick I was. I'm having a difficult time adjusting, and I'm just not so used to the American culture. I'm going to Upland High School in a few days, and I hope that I can gain my confidence and just blend in. I don't know how though. Americans are so outspoken and frank, whereas I'm reserved and conservative.

Right now, I'm wearing my coziest hoodie and pajama bottoms. I need comfort asap. I honestly want to go home...

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