I stood along the familiar halls in my same old uniform, carrying my heavy bookbag and lunchbox, taking everything in.

I'm back in St. Paul, and I was really surprised because when I entered the classroom, my adviser hugged me and everyone started clapping and cheering. They even sang me a short song, and it was really sweet of them.

I guess I missed everyone, including my closest friends. Of course, there're disadvantages. I was away for a month, and I have a lot of catching up to do.

I was immediately bombarded with worksheets, homework, extra-credit materials, and other school work to compensate for my grade. I was so busy running after teachers and cramming for upcoming quizzes that I barely even had time for myself!

I didn't have time to eat, and I didn't even have time to go to the bathroom! Gosh, I feel the adrenaline. I feel the stress. And the pressure. Exams are next week, so I really have to work hard and concentrate, otherwise my grades would fluctuate.

I'm getting a TIN number next week, so I can start saving up for CCM. I'm really psyched because Liza and I have plans of spending 1-2 years in CCM (NJ) then work hard for a 4.0 GPA then transfer to Cornell or Rutgers. We're going to rent an apartment and save up for a car and everything. It's easier if you lived with a friend, because you get to half the bills.

I hope everything works out well, and I believe that this is the most mature decision I've ever made.

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