It's been 6 months since I last hung out with my old BFFs.

I remember the good old days when we would do everything together. It's so funny because all of a sudden, the past seems like a faded memory.

I used to be affected because they're in the same section, whereas I am in another section far far away. I would feel left out whenever they'd make plans with other people and not include me, or worse, talk about those plans right in front of me.

I guess I've been through a lot, and it's only now that I have recovered. I learned to let go, and whenever I'd see them, I don't really care anymore. I am grateful for that, because I am able to focus on my studies more, and I don't really think about my social life now.

I was able to let go and rise above my pain. It took 6 months for me to heal. I don't really care anymore about grad ball or parties or any forms of socializing. I am thinking about my future, and all the wonderful plans Liza and I have.

Since I am able to concentrate now, I perfected my Physics quiz earlier. My teacher was really surprised that I had complete notes, and that I was able to ace the quiz despite my 1-month absence.

I feel relieved that there's progress in my school life, and that there's still hope for me to be an honor student for the remaining 2 quarters. I thank God for helping me, and for enabling me to focus more.

I believe that he planted these desires in my heart, and that he gives me the strength I need to set my priorities straight. I am hoping to come upon various scholarships that will help me with my college life in New Jersey.

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