title: Crossroads It's been so long since I last published an entry. Life has been really hectic for me. Every single day, I'm always on my feet-- always on the go.
I experienced a lot. I recently turned 18, got some birthday cash that would inevitably end up in my savings account, and got some entrance test results. Right now, I am in a difficult situation that even I cannot seem to fathom. Life turned its tables on me, and I am trapped psychologically, emotionally, and mentally. I don't know how to go about this problem of mine. Everything's turning out rather unexpectedly, and I am sad to say that for the next few months, there'll most probably be no rejoicing on my part. I wish that people would understand. I am devastated, and sometimes human beings can be so cruel and judgemental. Maybe I should just continue with my USA plan. I don't belong in the Philippines anyway-- I never belonged to begin with. I can't seem to penetrate with most people. This is one of those moments wherein I am facing crossroads, wondering what I should do. Oh, whattodo whattodo whattodo.. |
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