Dear God, I need to talk to you...

Lord, please help me see what a lavish feast of Your blessing would really look like in my life, and how it would change me for Your glory.

Yesterday, I looked at how much You wanted to bless me. Today, please help me realize how much is rightfully mine, if I will claim it. I haven't had an awesome 2010, and I see myself standing on the edge at the end of my rope.

They said that if you go too far in one direction, you'll find yourself on the other side. Maybe I got too much of the great things and not much of the bad. I wish I could be more open-handed and optimistic. I need to make a commitment: to respond in Faith.

I really should believe that my loving maker wants what's best for me, and sometimes I just don't see it or feel it. But I know that in those times when I can't seem to find God, I rest in the assurance that He knows how to find me.

I should develop my personal relationship with Him, rather than just seeing Him as the distant supreme-being. He is far more than that and all my life, He has been waiting for me to surrender everything to Him.

Unfortunately, I've been withholding myself, to the point where He removed everything I clung unto, just to get my attention. Poor Lord, sometimes I tend to be so ignorant and insensitive. How horrid of me.

Lord, I am hear, Estoy Aqui. I'm ready to develop my relationship with you, no strings attached.

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